"sometimes life seems like chapters of GOODBYES..bye!!, no warnings, just simple goodbyes"
They say I change, they say I must change ..they say I’m ok they say something is wrong they all say something they say.. what are you waiting for , what are you doing you ok ?They all say ,say what I must have or do or even what I need. sometimes what someone say is not what is best for you. The fact is that I change the fact is that I had change everyday why because every day I learn something new something that over the years when you put them together you realize how far you made it and how hard the trip has been ,, the road was bumpy, but I guess you never took the time to see that in us in me you still complain about things that do not matter!! Sad..is that you are missing the big picture, the amazing sun the fact that I am still by your side no matter what you said ,say or do still I’m by your side.. but once again I guess that does not mean a clue to you daily I was waiting for you every second hoping for you every night praying for you. Just so you know I’m not doing this to make you feel sad or sorry for me.. compassion is not what I need. I’m doing this because I care yes I care even god knows how much I care except you because you rather look than see ,you do not realize that I know more than what you think.. Like your secrets ,your fears, the meaning of your tears the reason for your smiles I know you!! No I‘m not a detective I just know how to listen ,analyze and carefully read every word every move you did and do because I care and when you care.. well I can’t explain it because is love something that words it self can explain. I know what you going to say and please save it ..because I remember the good in you I do not care about the past not anymore the hunting was over along time ago but you ignored it. Now all I want is for you to be my friend not my enemy my good memory not my nightmare not a lie but the true not a mystery but my hope. We were ,are and will be strangers until you realize what I realize time it self will help you I hope. Then we will stop been ghost ,strangers of life. Tonight you will sit and wonder what you could have done different…STOP leave regrets out be optimistic be happy and smile ,smile for me !!! It would be so ironic if you finally notice and realize how much I care that even the moon will have more light and the sun will smile and I..I will look from where I am and say “ finally, but dam it took you so dam time to see it” then smile and at the same time I will be grateful not to be right there next to you…honestly I will not be able to stand and see your tears running down you face. All those time you did not saw me cry you saw a laugh. ..in the laugh was a lie in the lie a secret in the secret the true in the true scars in the scars a broken heart in the broken heart ME, but you always saw & see is ME breathing staying strong when nothing was or is right and everything is completely wrong. Absolutely speechless? maybe you are. Wanting for more true? But what more can you have when you have it all ? Do not be blind everything is falling in to places once you know.. Everybody is somebody and everybody is no body. Perhaps you .....don't just totally blame it on you or me, but do not think because it will tear what ever is left apart ..funny someone can say "I’ll do whatever it takes" but in the end nothing is done …in the end I only one does it all. Oh well, only have one thing to tell you I still be there by your side when you need me because I care and not afraid to say it!!… just please save me in your memories ..save a good one but at the same time save a bad memory of me so you will always see that even in a bad event there is happiness and no matter what one part of me will always be permanent just for you just because I care… But for now the other part of me has change.. it said its ok …yes I know I am saying goodbye bye.
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