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how can i move on when I'm still in love (with you)

If you leaving do not forget to leave my heart with a message saying BREAKING IT I HOPE YOU CAN FIX IT

I was at my top this pass weekend (rather than smashing something) what better way to deal with that than to go for a walk…to clear my head today…and after doing couple of (home.. related work) I went strolling through the streets of NYC force of habit, So here I was, I began to finish this though.. How do you move on when you're still in love with someone … do you know? tell me how. I bet most of you know what I am talking about been there done that right? Well me too.. When it comes to love I think it doesn’t matter who split who because the grief of the lost (one will feel it more than the other)but both lovers will feel it (I think in their own way .. Some move faster others do not )."love" seems to be the magic no one wants to miss because love will make you do things you normally would not do (Love is that good insanity inside you)Even if the person you fall for takes over every part of your life you still do not want to run away from him/her. Many say “LOVE is for suckers” and that is better just to have many(one night stands or speed dating )like two of my friends said is just sex without love without mixing emotions is wonderful ..because you do not get dump or end up hurting someone (just if you wondering yes it was a boy who said that but also a girl agree with him,…I guess they say that because they never fallen in love but wait till they find that one person they be like OMG!! lol )than to be with one person (365 days ,24 hours & 7 days) of your life. (The truth's speaking )..For what it is worth even if love is like they said “for suckers” falling for that prince charming that ends ups been just a frog at the end I at least was happy for a little bit, and got to know what is to give and get love back and later on be heart broken, destroyed is all good so DAMMIT! I am a sucker for “LOVE” ( I feel sorry for those that do not know that feeling )I am strange why you may ask? I'll tell you why…( in my experience) I can get really hurt & heart broken and I do not know why I still believe in “happiness” “love” and that “forever” & “hope” words & believe in two people loving each other in this life .(lol yeah you can laugh because I myself laugh too sometimes lol )the maximum I had spent alone was 4 years before letting someone into my heart & life, (best years of my life… Can complain did a lot and enjoy finding me and being with my friends & baby boy ) Now I can’t avoid it (love)it happens even if I am not looking for it !!! (still do unfortunately).it is really easy for me to move on after something bad, and everything goes back to normal but the problem comes that in “love” not all the time I can move on so easy ..these is what I wonder how I can move on in some and in others no? (should I stop love? )and not made the same mistake…o well that’s love right ? Ups and downs … do any of you know how to move on.. Is there an easy ways out? ( I guess next time I fall in love I will put a sign saying “I know you going to leave me with a broken heart) maybe that will make it easy to move on.(lol if not I will start following my friends advice for now "one nigth stands & speed dating lol)jk
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